There’s nothing wrong!

There’s nothing wrong with my body!

Sure I have dry skin here and there; sure I’ve got pimples on my body instead of my face (which I’m thankful for, mostly); sure I’ve got a tummy and a slight fanny pack, and maybe I’m one of those girls who isn’t too comfortable with her own vagina—

MAN, why do these things have to look so different, girl to girl?

—but hey, that’s life! I may never fulfill my goal of being the top of every guys’ hot chicks (or girls they want to bang), but I think there’ll be people who I’ll appeal to. Actually, no, I know.

I’m not being a conceited, narcissistic bitch or anything, but this is how I’m going to boost my self-respect. I have to admit defeat when it comes to pleasing everyone because that is fucking impossible—I’ve come to realize that now—but I think I can still get the body I want. I just need to remember that if I fail to get that body, well, whatever.

I’m not perfect, but no one else is. It’s just so hard to accept this when things don’t go your way and right when you’re feeling better, life slaps you in the face with a reality check that isn’t too cool. It’s a bitch, but you’ve got to work around it right? There’s nothing wrong with a few problems here and there—it’s healthy. You grow. You deal. Fuck that shit in the ass and teach it all a fucking lesson. You need to grow bigger than the problem.

I’m guilty of shrinking in the face of adversity, but I’ll grow. I promise.

There’s nothing wrong with me.

I think I’m a caterpillar who’s already turned into a butterfly, but because I’ve only ever seen the other butterflies through a small crack in my cocoon, I’m too afraid to spread my own wings because the others are so beautiful. What’s sad is, I’ve never even seen my own! 

I’ll get there, guys. I’m picking at that crack in my cocoon and when I’m ready, I’ll plop right out of it and fly.

Sorry for the cliche analogy, but it should get the point across.

I apologize to my followers who’re sick of dealing with my stupid insecurities, but I appreciate that you’ve stuck with me all this time.

(; A ;) <3